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Hello bloggie..

Today I'm gonna write about what troubles me lately.I feel disturbed and everything seems very sensitive to me.Mood swing? haha itu yang Anas Effandy sibuk cakap bila one of those days I jadi sarcastic and moody.Semunya jadi gloomy and miserable bila mak and abah dah pindah rumah bagan lalang for good.While me left here in Kajang with Along and family.Bukan tak happy staying with our own kakak kan but you know..The feelings is just won't be the same when you are so used with your mum and dad at home,hari-hari balik lambat macam mana pun they're at home waiting for you.hehe..sounds mengada but that's the fact.Now I admit I am pretty manja and mengada nak berkepit bawah ketiak mak jer :P

What I miss the most is rumah taman mesra and mum.Sabqi cakap mula-mula macam ni lah.Alah bisa tegal biasa.When everyone start going off to further their study I tetap duduk rumah dengan mak n abah.Since I was in Ikram and dah kerja pun memang I tak pernah jauh from mum.Sigh It's fated right..sebab abah and mak decided to move to bagan for good after abah retired.While I need to stay in Kajang without them.It sounds nothing so serious here but believe me I feel so sad especially when I miss those nagging,gossip session with mum,mum's cook ( masam asam pedas hari² pon takpe!),watch tv together and abah's jokes.Bukan tak jumpa lagi cuma sekarang dah tak macam dulu.Especially when I need to attend those classes over the weekend and don't know how to skip the classes so that I can go balik kampung and see them.Final exam is coming soon.Loads of assignments pending.Nak cari bahan for my articles pun terkial-kial lagi ni.

Argghh i feel disturbed!last two days I cried while driving.This morning cried again coz talked to mum on the phone and she asked how i had my lunch dinner and all since she moved to bagan.Shit.I can't help myself.Lisha hari² mengadap aku yang beremosi secara tiba² dan tak tentu hala.haishh..I miss mak so much.It took me quite some times before I want to sleep everyday since they moved to bagan.Surely teringat kat diorang.How I miss them so very much.Luaran macam tak kisah.But deep inside since hari mereka semua pindah sebak teramat sangat.Dah la tak dapat tolong sebab I was having my mid term exam betul² masa hari pindah tu.Hmm..there's so much to tell but I just couldn't express it all here.1 thing for sure I miss mum,abah,baby nadziem,rumah taman mesra and those memories..Yiyi..we no more jiran la haha..I miss you too :P hehe.Tak boleh la nak 'hi hi bye bye' dah nanti.Tina told me she went to my house but find out yang kitorg dah pindah.heh sorry for not informing..sedih la..Ermmm I hope I'll be stronger to go through all my days after this without my beloved parents at home :(

Jealous orang lain boleh duduk dengan family mereka sampai tua haha..aargghh..ada ramai lagi orang yang pathetic and lonely outside there kan..haizz...you're still lucky noor ain!bersyukurlah.. :-|

lots of love to mak and abah from me muahh muahh :X

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Comments

[WatChuLooKiNaT]

hai la anak pak kassim nih..manje sungguh

ceh ckp org..aku pon dok ngn mak bapak :p

dont worry beb..u'll get use to it soon

[a i n b u b u k]

haha bersedialah menghadapi hari tuamu sazulya! :P

['Najwa']

hihiihih..samela ngan kite..bila parent tanye, tak nk beli umah ke.. atau duk asing..terus la Najwa jawab..tak perla mak..kalau boleh dah kawin pun nk tinggal ngan diorang..tak dapat bayangkan tinggal berjauhan dengan diroang..cukupla terpisah dari form 1 sampai SPM...aper pun.. jangan bersedih huhuuhu.. hepy2 selalu

[a i n b u b u k]

sedih beb..haha..kan diriku ini amat beremosi :D wuhuhu